Grand Love

Today 14th of August,

is one of those sad days of my year..

I call oversear - from Singapore to Philippines,

to talk to mom...

After a brief moment of convo with mom

she passed the phone to my grandfather..

Grandfa asked about my studies,

and asked me to not bring him down.

I'm his only hope.

Grandfa barely says it all to me,

but I am glad that he said those words, even if its a

Big responsibility, it still made me feel warm inside.

and he said I LOVE YOU to me <3

August 10 was my Grandmas Birthday..

I feel bad for not being there.

I miss grandma..

so when I talked to her,

I miss her even more...

We have an awesome relationship..

like bestfriends.

She's like my mom, I want to protect her.

I love my grandma so much.

and I cried when I heard she is

suffering from pneumonia...

both my grandparents said the same thing before we ended the convo.

"Always pray to God."

My grandparents are my 2nd teachers about Love of God.

I came to be an active youth for christ through their encouragement.

that was before, but now I got no time.

I hope and pray that all things will get less stressful in the next day.

and I hope to change for the better, to organize myself.

I wanna be with them so much, it hurts.

In reality check, my grandparents will be staying here

not longer enough.

I want them to see me successing in my education and career.

I want them to witness the proper marriage,

the happilly ever after w/c is my choice.

I want them to be here,

when i settle things for myself...

like they always wished for me.

I just want to be with them.